hc + being unable to sleep
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being unable to sleep
The reason that Hugo can’t sleep so often is almost always the same. Insecurities. Deep, pessimistic thoughts breaking his mind at night, keeping him up till the very morning. Reading, or just watching TV helps, but not all the time. He’s always thinking that he didn’t raised Ernest right. That he teaches not good enough. And keeping his secret about being a wrestling fan is harder every day. But he’s too scared to say about his thoughts, scared to be judged, even though everyone around him may know his problems. Well, problems only for him. Becuase he’s not a bad teacher, nor a bad dad. But still, his deep, complicated mind always brings that up and ruines him.
–No-no! I’m not in pain! It’s just.. well…
He can’t explain it. He don’t want to explain it. But he have to. Because Robert will gonna think that Hugo is just a needy man who can’t handle himself. Alright, it’s time to put it all out.
–No one touched me in fucking years! And i’m not talking about sexual affection or anything like that! It’s just something that i’m not used to anymore! And don’t you dare judge me for that!
–T-thank you Robert, but.. c-can you…
Hugo mumbled quietly giving out another soft sigh, this time with a quiet noise. He can’t hold it for too long, he better say it right now before it goes too far.
–Robert, i’m.. very sensitive.. can you p-please.. stop touching me…
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–I… hehe… Yeah..
He replied quickly, feeling his cheeks slowly getting red from the touches. Hugo better do something and move before he goes crazy. But he doesn’t want to push the other away, because it would be rude. And Hugo’s shyness only stops him completely.
–R-Robert.. i.. dammit…
The teacher tried to move a little, giving out heavy sighs and blinking slowly, feeling that at one point he’s gonna loose control.
✪ Rubbing their back after a stressful day
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✪ Rubbing their back after a stressful day
or dissappointment.
The man sat beside Robert and continues to grumble, being very stressed and annoyed from the work. He’s giving all of it to this, but it’s never enough! Never enough to make the kids start learning and listening to him! It’s upsetting.
Suddenly Hugo felt Robert’s rough hand on his back, what being surprisingly gentle. Who would of thought that this man can be gentle.
The teacher’s cheeks gone red extremely quickly as he sat straight, trying not to make eye contact with the other, laughing awkwadly. A wave of feelings, shiver gone right back up through his spine, quiet huff escaped Hugo’s lips. It’s been so long since someone touched him. In general, not sexually. And this man haven’t been ready to be touched any time soon.